女孩，你知道吗？你在很久以前在他心里扎根了。其实，不知不觉，他已认定了你是他的一切，他的世界。一些特殊的原因，他很相信他的直觉。男人虽然外表成熟，但是对待爱情，他就跟一个3到6岁的小孩，默默地守护着他最心爱的玩具一样，不让任何人得到它，或甚至是伤害到它。
女孩，你知道吗？当他承认了他喜欢你的那一刻，他身边所有的人都说：“你是不是疯啦？”但是他，很无奈的笑着说：“我觉得我做得没错。”他身边的人甚至说：“送到一份那么贵重的礼物，还不表白？”他很讽刺地回答：“如果从头打算拿一份贵重的礼物向她表白，那我岂不是让她很难决定？”他身边的人也说：“浪费那么多钱在她身上，得不到你要的‘东西’，意义何在？”他更是笑者说：“如果爱情是这样的，我宁可不要。用金钱换一晚，跟招妓没什么两样。”
女孩，你知道吗？能见到你一面，他觉得什么都值了。他在你面前，虽然很酷，什么都不说，其实是他太喜欢你了，所以紧张到什么都说不出口。当一个人很爱回味一些事件的时候，就是在说明着那个人已经失去了一些他曾拥有过的东西。他开始回味这最初的相遇，最初的简讯和最初的一切一切。他知道，他回不去了。他只能看着以前所发过的简讯，边看边笑。
女孩，你知道吗？当男人喜欢你以后，他觉得他好像重活生命里的一些阶段，一些他曾为了学习而错过的阶段。虽然有种种的困扰及不方便，可是他是快乐的，他觉的那一切，会是他这一生里面永远忘不了的回忆，除非，他失忆了。有一次，你问他，他最想要什么礼物，其实他说谎骗你，说他要一切贵重的东西。他知道他最想要的，可能永远都得不到，所以说和不说，对他来说，一点也没差。
女孩，你知道吗？其实你的一个简讯，告诉他：“我很闷。”他可以放下所有的东西，在第一时间回你的简讯，因为他怕你闷呆了。当然，他也知道，他在那个时候，是你最能依赖的避风港。还有，他最喜欢你每次问他：“你好，你在干嘛？”这样可以让他觉得，原来他是有人关注他的。可是，一切都不长久，现在他只能在梦里，回到那个时候的甜蜜。
女孩，你知道吗？当男人第一次读了你的部落格后，他的心是第一次为了别人感到痛。因为你那硬朗俏皮的样子，根本就和他所听到的种种谣言不一样，所以他并不放在心上。直到他读完了，他才知道，原来他忽略了那么多事。
女孩，你知道吗？如果你知道里面全都是关于你，你应该相信这一切，因为男人不会欺骗他最喜欢和爱的你。
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Monday, January 2, 2012
Damn,headache...(2/1/2012 PDT)
Not sure how crazy I am yesterday,I just know that,I kept rolling on floor,laughing,shouting and singing.Finished 1/4 Remy Martin,1/3 Cranelake wine,1/3 Congress Springs wine.Damn it,I got a headache today...
She reminded me something,that I shouldn't continue.She's hungry,around 1a.m. and I can't get her anything to eat.I knew that I'm suck.But one thing she didn't know that,how I wish I really have a car all the time,so I can appear right in front of her,everytime we hang out,always in time,never late.She didn't know,how much I hate myself for being late showing up when we hang out.Only one time,I showed up in time,earlier.That's few weeks ago.
The headache is getting worse,I wanna go to sleep again...
She reminded me something,that I shouldn't continue.She's hungry,around 1a.m. and I can't get her anything to eat.I knew that I'm suck.But one thing she didn't know that,how I wish I really have a car all the time,so I can appear right in front of her,everytime we hang out,always in time,never late.She didn't know,how much I hate myself for being late showing up when we hang out.Only one time,I showed up in time,earlier.That's few weeks ago.
The headache is getting worse,I wanna go to sleep again...
我好烦。。。(2/1/2012 PDT)
这次，我还是决定用华语来更新我的部落格。反正，就是一个没有人愿意去看的部落格。相信到了这里，你已经放弃看下去。最主要的，我想说，我在2012年，感觉上，失去了最重要的东西，或可说是重要的人。我失去了我喜欢的她。。。
算了，我想我就快醉了，还是用回英语。Yeah,I'm drinking right now.I'm really scare no matter how tired I am,I still couldn't fall asleep.Can't stop myself thinking about her,so I have to take alcohol.This morning,when I opened my sleepy eyes,I can't stop thinking about thing happened on 8p.m. of 31st Dec.I just can't stop.The only way to stop myself is feeding fish,scraping algae and helping customer.Once I stopped doing those things,I will start thinking about what I've done again!It's giving me a headache!I can't even walk straight after 3p.m. and it's just feels like I've taken alcohol earlier.I began to hate myself,why did I tell her that I love her.And people usually say,'情场失意，赌场得意'.When I kept winning in playing card games,I knew that,I failed once again.Please tell me,why did I fail again!?I don't get it!I really don't get it!Tell me why!!!I'm so diozzy right now~CXcan even see what did I type.Night!!!!
算了，我想我就快醉了，还是用回英语。Yeah,I'm drinking right now.I'm really scare no matter how tired I am,I still couldn't fall asleep.Can't stop myself thinking about her,so I have to take alcohol.This morning,when I opened my sleepy eyes,I can't stop thinking about thing happened on 8p.m. of 31st Dec.I just can't stop.The only way to stop myself is feeding fish,scraping algae and helping customer.Once I stopped doing those things,I will start thinking about what I've done again!It's giving me a headache!I can't even walk straight after 3p.m. and it's just feels like I've taken alcohol earlier.I began to hate myself,why did I tell her that I love her.And people usually say,'情场失意，赌场得意'.When I kept winning in playing card games,I knew that,I failed once again.Please tell me,why did I fail again!?I don't get it!I really don't get it!Tell me why!!!I'm so diozzy right now~CXcan even see what did I type.Night!!!!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Random. (16/11/2011)
First...How do we meet?
Answer:We met each other in Aquaworks before Vincent played his violin in the concert.Oh yea,and you're playing with my aunt's iPad while waiting.
Second...Name in my phone?
Answer:Well,it's kinda simple.'Jayne Chong Huai ren'!
Third...Who you are to me?
Answer:Good question...Someone that's important?
Fourth...One word to describe you?
Answer:Pretty.
Fifth...What I dislike about you?
Answer:Well,nothing.If there's something I dislike about you I will tell you.
Sixth...Favourite memory?
Answer:Hehehe,skype and sing!
Seventh...First impression?
Answer:Tiny and cool.Seems like you will kill me if I did a slightly mistake.
Eighth...How close are we out of 10?
Answer:If close then close,do I still have to rate it?
Ninth...Do I trust you?
Answer:Yes,because you can't tell any of my friends about secrets I told you.
Gees,that's the answer for all your random questions,simple and easy.
Answer:We met each other in Aquaworks before Vincent played his violin in the concert.Oh yea,and you're playing with my aunt's iPad while waiting.
Second...Name in my phone?
Answer:Well,it's kinda simple.'Jayne Chong Huai ren'!
Third...Who you are to me?
Answer:Good question...Someone that's important?
Fourth...One word to describe you?
Answer:Pretty.
Fifth...What I dislike about you?
Answer:Well,nothing.If there's something I dislike about you I will tell you.
Sixth...Favourite memory?
Answer:Hehehe,skype and sing!
Seventh...First impression?
Answer:Tiny and cool.Seems like you will kill me if I did a slightly mistake.
Eighth...How close are we out of 10?
Answer:If close then close,do I still have to rate it?
Ninth...Do I trust you?
Answer:Yes,because you can't tell any of my friends about secrets I told you.
Gees,that's the answer for all your random questions,simple and easy.
Monday, November 14, 2011
If You Ever Meet This Situation,What's Your Decision?(14/11/2011 PDT)
Yesterday,my roomate was hiding himself at the back stairs and talk to someone,secretly.From his behavior,I was told that he didn't want to let us know,whose the one talked to him over the phone.After the phone call,he didn't seem happy or sad,just...His emotions are weird.It's so weird that it can drive all of us in O Street insane.I suspected maybe that's his mom,his dad or a girl he's trying to after.But,I left out one person,his ex-girlfriend.
Since I tell you that I left out his ex-girlfriend,which means I already knew everything.Yes,he told me that his ex-girlfriend make an international call all the way from Singapore,my native country's neighbour.For me,I never in a relationship before.And I never expect a guy from him can receive an internation phone call from his ex-girlfriend after he abandoned her like 5 months ago?She has one and only intention for making the call,she wants him to change his mind,wanna continue that relationship.
Before I got myself to the States,I was going after a girl.I have asked myself,if we got together,my situation will be like my roomate.He didn't want to continue the relationship because the excuse for him is they're in different country.But what I know is,if I was him,I won't break up with her,but I would ask her,if she would wait for me.The problem is,he didn't ask the question,but he straight broke up with her.Continue with my part,what's her answer for my question,I will respect her,take the action in the almost perfect way.
He made an answer,like 5 months ago,he didn't want her anymore.He told me that,he didn't love her anymore.I asked,it's weird that she still made a phone call to you.He said,it had been 3 years they're together,so it's hard for her to give it up.I told him,I felt ashame to be a man as you said this thing.Of course,I was talking like I'm joking but 40% is joking while 60% is real.He asked me to do it in the restroom.I said,I won't,so I'm letting my hair to grow longer,so I can tie my hair up like a girl.Well,this is seriously joking,I wanna tie my hair because I wanna look different,I don't want myself still look like Malaysian when I get back 2 years later.
Oh well,if and only if,I'm him,maybe I will tell the girl,let's try again.Because I can let go something that I can hardly get easily,but I can hardly let go something that I can get easily.And now,he's been filling me up a lot of questions about the new girl and even ruined up my reputation,and some friends think that we're gay.'F' it.
Since I tell you that I left out his ex-girlfriend,which means I already knew everything.Yes,he told me that his ex-girlfriend make an international call all the way from Singapore,my native country's neighbour.For me,I never in a relationship before.And I never expect a guy from him can receive an internation phone call from his ex-girlfriend after he abandoned her like 5 months ago?She has one and only intention for making the call,she wants him to change his mind,wanna continue that relationship.
Before I got myself to the States,I was going after a girl.I have asked myself,if we got together,my situation will be like my roomate.He didn't want to continue the relationship because the excuse for him is they're in different country.But what I know is,if I was him,I won't break up with her,but I would ask her,if she would wait for me.The problem is,he didn't ask the question,but he straight broke up with her.Continue with my part,what's her answer for my question,I will respect her,take the action in the almost perfect way.
He made an answer,like 5 months ago,he didn't want her anymore.He told me that,he didn't love her anymore.I asked,it's weird that she still made a phone call to you.He said,it had been 3 years they're together,so it's hard for her to give it up.I told him,I felt ashame to be a man as you said this thing.Of course,I was talking like I'm joking but 40% is joking while 60% is real.He asked me to do it in the restroom.I said,I won't,so I'm letting my hair to grow longer,so I can tie my hair up like a girl.Well,this is seriously joking,I wanna tie my hair because I wanna look different,I don't want myself still look like Malaysian when I get back 2 years later.
Oh well,if and only if,I'm him,maybe I will tell the girl,let's try again.Because I can let go something that I can hardly get easily,but I can hardly let go something that I can get easily.And now,he's been filling me up a lot of questions about the new girl and even ruined up my reputation,and some friends think that we're gay.'F' it.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
My Idea about Time Traveling. (13/11/2011 PDT)
Since I have mentioned about time traveling in my previous blog,now I'm going to explain what's my view toward time traveling.As we can see,people always say,if we can make a time travel,we can change the history,by eliminating the bad,fix the wrecked.So...I made a conclusion,after collecting every piece of information,or rumors about time traveling,that the Earth,or the whole universe is a memory card with unlimited space storing every single movement of us.
Start with the time travel in my imagination,let's imagine...if we time travel to certain time,we might see our 'real' self in the past.Of course,in the other word,we inadvertently become 'virtual' to our 'real' self.This means,we're 'guest' to our 'real' self.But one thing really doubt me,that is,if we elimate our 'real' self,are we going to disappear in the future?Plus,if we eliminate our 'real' self,are we consider as commit suicide?It's still a mystery for me.I don't think I can ever solve it.It's far too complicated.
Most important,if we have to do this with scientific explantion,it will sound weird because to make a time travel,we have to move faster than the speed of light,and move in certain direction.And we can go either to the future,or to the past.Which mean,we can even see how does Jesus look like,or we can steal technology from the future,and back to present and built it.For example,iPhone 4S launched on October,2011.If I can make a time travel on 2001,probably technology of iPhone 4S bring forward by 10 years.Yes,I'll be famous now,Steve Jobs probably working for me.Of course,when our body is being tore down into particles in order to move faster than speed of light,can we even have our same look?Or alien's are the time traveler from the future?
When I talked about aliens from the future,I have another thought.Is the time being split to so many sections that,maybe I'm walking in one of the section,while aliens are moving in the future section.Most importantly,aliens and me,we are doing our things at the same time.For example,I'm blogging now,probably alien in the future is trying to run the time machine.And in the next hour,probably I get into bed,and the alien successfully run the time machine,and it has came to our time section,trying to record which plants or animals that extinct in its time section.Tell you something that you will say that I'm thinking too much that I'm going to mad,sometimes I hope that my future self walked to me and told me that,'We have successfully made a time travel.'Of course,by the time I reached the age of my 'virtual' self,probably,I'm still failed to make a time travel,because my 'virtual' self has leaked out the secret.
To be continued...
Start with the time travel in my imagination,let's imagine...if we time travel to certain time,we might see our 'real' self in the past.Of course,in the other word,we inadvertently become 'virtual' to our 'real' self.This means,we're 'guest' to our 'real' self.But one thing really doubt me,that is,if we elimate our 'real' self,are we going to disappear in the future?Plus,if we eliminate our 'real' self,are we consider as commit suicide?It's still a mystery for me.I don't think I can ever solve it.It's far too complicated.
Most important,if we have to do this with scientific explantion,it will sound weird because to make a time travel,we have to move faster than the speed of light,and move in certain direction.And we can go either to the future,or to the past.Which mean,we can even see how does Jesus look like,or we can steal technology from the future,and back to present and built it.For example,iPhone 4S launched on October,2011.If I can make a time travel on 2001,probably technology of iPhone 4S bring forward by 10 years.Yes,I'll be famous now,Steve Jobs probably working for me.Of course,when our body is being tore down into particles in order to move faster than speed of light,can we even have our same look?Or alien's are the time traveler from the future?
When I talked about aliens from the future,I have another thought.Is the time being split to so many sections that,maybe I'm walking in one of the section,while aliens are moving in the future section.Most importantly,aliens and me,we are doing our things at the same time.For example,I'm blogging now,probably alien in the future is trying to run the time machine.And in the next hour,probably I get into bed,and the alien successfully run the time machine,and it has came to our time section,trying to record which plants or animals that extinct in its time section.Tell you something that you will say that I'm thinking too much that I'm going to mad,sometimes I hope that my future self walked to me and told me that,'We have successfully made a time travel.'Of course,by the time I reached the age of my 'virtual' self,probably,I'm still failed to make a time travel,because my 'virtual' self has leaked out the secret.
To be continued...
Saturday, November 12, 2011
It's My One and Only Talent,don't Jealous Please!(12/11/2011 PDT)
For me to compose a blog,or you can call it as story.Yes,to be more absolute,I'm composing story.Tell me something funny,upset,angry or disappointing,I can compose a story for you,less than an hour.(Well well,if I have a base,I think I can compose it for less than 45 minutes,if your base is funny enough,I can do it in less than 15 minutes for you.)
My mom told me,when my dad was going after her,he always wrote her poem.Oh c'mon,I don't really like poem,I prefer to write you an essay.Opps,it's a story.I prefer to write you a story,to let you read it.I think writing a story can make a girl,or a boy easy to understand,as poem is being compressed into a tiny piece of s***.Hehe,I don't mean it.Just to say that,if your poem is being written into a small piece of paper like 10 gridlines,then maybe I can write you 10 pages of story.(Hehe,I'm just giving an example.)Fine,I will give you a more certain page needed.Hmm...Alright,here I go,2 pages.Your 10 gridlines,can be my base for 2 pages essay,more than a thousand words.
My brain works differently(That's what I really thought all the time).When you compose a poem,you're fully needed creativity.I stated that creativity needed is 80% or above.When I'm writing a story,with base you given to me,I'm using creativity,imagination and phenomenon I have faced almost exactly the same in my past.I rate this as 1:3:2 ratio.Which means,I used the least creativity while I used the most imagination.Can't be deny that,I'm a good dreamer.I dreamed a lot of nonsense.I even dreamed about time travel(going to do a story about this in my next story).Maybe my creativity wasn't enough,so I have to tell my blog reader a story based on my own imagination and my own story.So...I have to read a lot of story,so that I can mix the stories to my story.And 'boom',you will call me a good writer with a lot of creative thing.
It works so differently that,when I saw you doing an action,I will imagine your next action,and try to examine if my imagination is correct.Or I can imagine it in a funny way.For an example,when you're having a competition with your friend,who can finish a can of Coke faster.When you're drinking it,I will start my imagination,what's going to happen to you,after you finish the Coke.If I think it in the funny way,when you're so close at finishing it,maybe you will see your friend's pants zipper is opened,then you might throw up everything.It's going to be so awkward.But of course,unlike those people in drama,they will keep imagine and keep smiling until so evil and need someone to wake them up from their imagination.
During my Form 1,when you asked me to write a story for English exam,it will be a headache for me.Until Form 4,when you asked me to write a story for English exam or Chinese exam,I will give you,700 words and above.But also,I wish that you can read it patiently,as my handwriting are called as 'ants' marching on a piece of blank paper' by a lot of people.Oh well,those are old days,now I'm composing on my computer,so...Make sure you finish everything,as it is so neat and tidy.Have fun dude.
My mom told me,when my dad was going after her,he always wrote her poem.Oh c'mon,I don't really like poem,I prefer to write you an essay.Opps,it's a story.I prefer to write you a story,to let you read it.I think writing a story can make a girl,or a boy easy to understand,as poem is being compressed into a tiny piece of s***.Hehe,I don't mean it.Just to say that,if your poem is being written into a small piece of paper like 10 gridlines,then maybe I can write you 10 pages of story.(Hehe,I'm just giving an example.)Fine,I will give you a more certain page needed.Hmm...Alright,here I go,2 pages.Your 10 gridlines,can be my base for 2 pages essay,more than a thousand words.
My brain works differently(That's what I really thought all the time).When you compose a poem,you're fully needed creativity.I stated that creativity needed is 80% or above.When I'm writing a story,with base you given to me,I'm using creativity,imagination and phenomenon I have faced almost exactly the same in my past.I rate this as 1:3:2 ratio.Which means,I used the least creativity while I used the most imagination.Can't be deny that,I'm a good dreamer.I dreamed a lot of nonsense.I even dreamed about time travel(going to do a story about this in my next story).Maybe my creativity wasn't enough,so I have to tell my blog reader a story based on my own imagination and my own story.So...I have to read a lot of story,so that I can mix the stories to my story.And 'boom',you will call me a good writer with a lot of creative thing.
It works so differently that,when I saw you doing an action,I will imagine your next action,and try to examine if my imagination is correct.Or I can imagine it in a funny way.For an example,when you're having a competition with your friend,who can finish a can of Coke faster.When you're drinking it,I will start my imagination,what's going to happen to you,after you finish the Coke.If I think it in the funny way,when you're so close at finishing it,maybe you will see your friend's pants zipper is opened,then you might throw up everything.It's going to be so awkward.But of course,unlike those people in drama,they will keep imagine and keep smiling until so evil and need someone to wake them up from their imagination.
During my Form 1,when you asked me to write a story for English exam,it will be a headache for me.Until Form 4,when you asked me to write a story for English exam or Chinese exam,I will give you,700 words and above.But also,I wish that you can read it patiently,as my handwriting are called as 'ants' marching on a piece of blank paper' by a lot of people.Oh well,those are old days,now I'm composing on my computer,so...Make sure you finish everything,as it is so neat and tidy.Have fun dude.
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